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Dear Myself,

Dear Myself,
   Transformation in progress. I never know the right words to say to make you happier. I never know what to do to cheer you up. However, you are beautiful. Today you might not see it, but one day. I know how much you struggle with never being enough for those around you, but you are enough for this world. Lately, you have been getting in touch with your spiritual side. How do you feel? Do you feel your heart and soul transforming? Do you feel a little stronger? Do you feel a little more joy? I know how you feel, I see what you go through. However, no matter the low you hit today, what are you going to do about it? Are you going to cry? Probably, you're quite emotional. Are you going to put on a smile? More than like, because you love to smile. Who will you be tomorrow? Will you be yourself or will you lie to yourself about who you truly are?
   It is hard complimenting yourself, because you do not know if what you're saying is true about yourself. You constantly question if how you feel about yourself is right. So what do you do? You try to receive validation from other, but that is where you fail. You need to be confident that you are not perfect, but you are you. Forever, you will always be. Begin to love you. Begin to know what God has in store for you.
   You seem to forget all the great people who have walked in your life. They taught you very important lessons about your character, self esteem, worth, and place in the world. Do you care about their opinions? Probably a little too much wouldn't you say? Why though? Your opinion of yourself is what you have to live with. So what people say a few negative things here and there, but what will you become? Will you become those negative things or will you be a light for yourself? Overcoming adversity, perhaps.
  A new day will come, when you will know yourself. When that day will be is all up to you, my dear. You choose the time you are ready to forgive, you are ready to move on, you are ready to love, you are ready to explore, you are ready to prove people wrong. When will you let that day come?

XOXO
Yourself

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