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Dear My Loved,

Dear my loved,
I am sorry, we did not work out. I am sorry I became the person you did not want. I am sorry for my faults of mine. I am sorry I did not recognize them sooner. I wish I could change my actions.  My love, you deserve all the happiness in the world. I am sorry I could not bring that to you. I want to stop saying sorry. I know I always will be. I will be sorry for what I did not do to make this better. You will be happier, every step of the way. I just hope you remember our good times, not our bad. I hope you remember me as the girl you fell in love with not the girl, who made you fall out of love. I want you to be happy and I am sorry that my actions show it.   My love, you made me happy. You have such an amazing personality. You light up everyone in the room. You are funny. You are determined to find yourself and your happiness. You are confident. You are independent. You create such aspirations and you are not afraid to follow them. You are strong. You are brave. You make mistakes, but you better yourself from them. You are you.  But right now is not our time. Maybe it will never come again. Maybe this is how it is supposed to be. But I hope you are happy, my love. Be proud of the man you are, because I am proud of who you are. I hope you know I wish I could have been better. I wish I could have been the right person, but my love, I know you will find them. Be happy. Explore. For one day, you will look at her and see so much bliss. You are never alone. One day you will get your heart broken, or fail a goal, or get rejected, and life may suck. Life may treat you more unfair than it already has. But you are strong my love. You are the strongest person I know. You have a soul that is willing to stay true to who you are. My love, you are a treasure, and I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for. Thank you for coming along in your journey to meet me. You are a blessing to my life. I cannot wait to see where your life will take you. For now, good bye and hopefully a see you later.


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